Questions in life

There are a few questions in life that you have to answer for yourself. Lately, that is all I have been pondering over.
What do I want out of life? What is my purpose? Where do I want to go? Being in Japan, I have detached myself from reality. I'm in a zone that allows me to really explore myself and how I feel. My positives and negatives.
Reflecting back on my past, there has been many things that I wish I would've done differently. I don't EVER regret my decisions or choices, I just think that some other means might've been better.
What type of person am I? What type of girlfriend am I?
Do I totally trust the person that I am with? I should. But, I don't. Not because of him, but because of myself. I let my past influence my present. When you've been hurt before, it's very hard to let go of the ghosts and trust the future wholeheartedly. I feel terrible about it, but it's something that I have to get over gradually. Give me some time and space and I will get over it.
Life is full of surprises and hurdles that we have to jump over, I believe all things happen for a reason and whatever's meant to be will eventually be.

Explore this question my friends ~ If you could create the perfect day for yourself, what would it involve?

Make time to daydream, relax, spend time with friends and family, and appreciate all the little things that make our lives so amazing.