Heading back to Japan

Yippee!!! Geoff and I are heading to Japan! I can't wait to travel overseas again. Even though this trip will cost us an arm and a leg but I am certain it'll be all worth it.
Just 43 sleeps and counting (^____^)

Fairy

My Fairy

I've fallen in love with a fairy.
He is my everything.
My laughter stems from his craziness.
My happiness is his happiness.
He washes away my sorrow.
He never brings me pain (???) :p
I know he will always be there for me.
I know we will always be as happy as we are now.
I look back on that fateful day when I introduced myself to you on my birthday.
My birthday wish has finally come true.
I love you pii~

searching...

arggggggggggghhhhhhh...I'm not happy. I don't know what I want out of life? Why do we have to work to survive? I am sick and tired of my job. I don't know what it is that I'm looking for but I want to start something new. Teaching is fun but there's so much more than just teaching in the classroom. I am at a stage where I think if I continue I'm just going to burn out. I want to start looking for another job, but what is there to do? Why can't I find something that I love.
I don't want the stress of work on a weekend, taking books home to mark every night, writing reports that don't tell the whole truth. The kids are fantastic, but the system sucks. I'm also wavering because I want a permanent position, one where I don't have to worry about what I'll be doing next year. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut. It's so hard to get out of. I hate feeling this way...This was the feeling I had before I left for Japan...and to go for three years and come back to the same thing, it sort of defeats the purpose of me going.
Why don't I know what I want in life? I feel helpless and I want to cry (T_T)
Why can't life be carefree? Is it the materialisitic things I seek hence the need for money? What do I want? I want to travel...I feel like my hands and feet are bounded. I want to get out. I can't breathe.

L.O.V.E

is a two way thing. You give and you take.
A wise friend once said to me when you know that person is right, you give up your old life to start a new with your other half. Sometimes you don't realise it, but it does happen.
Love is all the little things put together which ends up to be something pretty big.
SmS, Yatzee, hugz, kisses, snuggling up on sis' floor, laughing hysterically, penguins, B@D choice in movies&restaurants :p, dancing, karaoke (even though you don't sing), windscreen wiper ~ all those little things means so much in this heart of mine. And that's all in less than 3months!!!
It'll only get better from here Papa P~(^_^)

Happiness is you finishing off food for me :p

BABY LURVE

I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, it's your smile
We so in love

La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah we so in love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazy
It's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in love

La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah it's all I'm thinking of
Love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)

You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

You're my always and forever
You're my sunshine
On my mind, constant
Think about you all the time
You're my everything

You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

wanting more

Happiness is...sitting on the bench and looking out into the distant horizon with you. Listening to the waves crashing in...talking about everything.

busy

So busy these days...heading off to Port Macquarie with the gals from work. Then the following Tuesday to Taiwan. Exciting times (^_^)

Received a call today...someone finally realised how good I am to him...but guess it's a little bit too late. I do care for him still, but it's not enough if it's only me giving and not receiving...it's not enough because you know that there's someone else who is holding you close to his heart, he does everything he can to make you happy and even in a room full of pretty girls he sees no-one else but you...that's when you know a phone call when he's "not busy" is just not enough.

Happiness is...me and you dancing in the streets of Sydney, living life.

ps. I love You

How fascinating is life?! Two strangers walking on two different parallels of life, then by a chance meeting they begin to interact with each other. What is it that we seek from each other? If life as we know it can end with one kiss who do we take that plunge with?

Happy New Year

Welcome to the first day of 2008.
May we all learn to live in harmony with our environment. Treat all beings with love and respect. Let 2008 be the Time of Our Lives~
Happy New Year!