會呼吸的痛

在東京鐵塔 第一次眺望
看燈火模仿 墜落的星光
我終於到達 但卻更悲傷
一個人完成 我們的夢想

你總說 時間還很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛 看你的信會痛 連沈默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛 它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛 恨不懂你會痛 想見不能見最痛

沒看你臉上 張揚過哀傷
那是種多麼 寂寞的倔強
你拆了城牆 讓我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己綑綁

你沒說 你也會軟弱 需要倚賴我
我就裝不曉得 自由移動 自我地過

想念是會呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛 看你的信會痛 連沈默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛 它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛 恨不懂你會痛 想見不能見最痛

我發誓不再說謊了 多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了 靈魂像飄浮著 你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候 陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼 怕心被人觸碰 你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了

go away tummy bug (T_T)

Stuck at home this weekend. Came down with a tummy bug on Fri at school. All of a sudden there was this gut wrenching pain in my tummy :( How fragil are humans. We can be knocked out at any given moment. So treasure your health dear friends.
Thus, my weekend was/is a bore. Missed out on our ritual weekly coffee/bitch session with gals from work. Missed out on dinner function with Aiden's mum and meeting Mr. First Aide. Missed out on AF's bday drinks...wah~~~(T_T) I hate being sick.
I need magic pills to help me get better soon...but I did go shopping for bella's pressie. Also bought things for myself. LOL...bit early for chrissy n birthday present to self, but still...it's my treat for being sick :p
Bought a book..."He's Just Not That Into You" ~ Famous line from SATC. Happy reading :)

(^__^)

"... ~ in good times and bad times, I'll be on your side forever more...that's what friends are for..."

Last weekend...

It was a busy one. Friday after school, went out to Olympic Park with Ella, Penne and Ange to buy some books at the Scholastic booksale. It was such a bargain! Picked up soooooo many picture books and some novels for only $60. Well worth the trip. Found my favourite picture book..."The Dot"~Picture book teaches the installs the best values into kids when they are little. And "The Dot" does an excellent job of it.

Then headed into the city to meet up with friends at Privvy. It's been such a long time since I last saw T. I think we had a communication break down over the last couple of weeks...but it's now sorted (well, I hope anyways...) but it was just so nice to see him. Even through it all I can say that I luv him...I can truly call him my decade long old friend...Also saw lots of other boyz n galz that I absolutely adore~
Friends are really important...the new, the old and the forgotten.

Saturday was also another busy one. Had to work on Sat. substituting at Ming-Der Chinese School. Took a kindy class with another teacher. There were so many kids in that class. But they were so cute...one lil boy was so fond of him, he was literally hanging off my leg. Then he kept on calling my name in class and telling me to sit next to him. It's times like that where my job is soooo satisfying...lol. To be needed and loved by lil people.

Harn Harn's "surprise" farewell dinner was also on Saturday. He's going back to Singapore. It's so hard to say goodbye to friends. We had a blast, it will be a nite that won't be forgotten :)

Sunday, saw me up and early (yet again...)headed to Bondi to meet up with Stace, M&N, the twins and teddybear. We went to Sculpture by the Sea 2007. It was AMAZING. The ocean and the sky were so blue. We need to appreciate our environment and take care of the nature that we live in...because one day soon it'll all be history, just like us. How can we be so good at technology, inventing new machineries and gadgets. Yet we can't even learn to recycle...or use less power, water or electricity. Many things to ponder about when there's the beautiful ocean in front of you, and the clean air that clears your mind.
The sculptures itselves were also works of art (literally)...I loved it.

It was such an incredible weekend.

lil kids

I love little kids. They can give you the best compliments and make you laugh on your worst day.
Innocence...

let go~

Once you voice it out aloud...it's not that hard to let go anymore :)
I am ok.